Current obsessions 02/2012

Mila Kunis


Mischa Barton (yet again...)


Gossip Girl


My sweet BiBi


KeepItReal!
Urshiusz*

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Facts and resolutions and bla bla bla

Okay. January is here. It's cold. It sux. At least for me. I'm a lover of heat and sun and sunny melting :D

I'll start with my NYs resolutions. To be sencere, I've actually never made some... like, NEVER. But this year I promised myself that I will write some and at least TRY to follow them. Let me show you what I wrote down:
- put more effort into Uni stuff (this one is hard...)
- keep my flower allive (I'm so bad at gardening and flowers... they almost always die. but I got one for my b-day 2 years ago and it's still allove)
- let BiBi bite me more and play more with him (he's my sweet kitty, my roomate and one of the most important men in my life; I'll do a post about him someday)
-  lean to cut my hear by myself perfectly (I have bangs now and I learned to cut them the way I like it)
- not to dye ma hair at least till my b-day, that is the 4th of April (I'm addicted to dying ma hair coz I hate my natural colour; a post follows about that too)
- be more nice to strangers when I go out dancing (I'm a real bitch with strange guys, with looks and phisical stuff)
- learn to have fun when going out and drink only one glass of alcohol (just for having fun, not to be almost drunk every time)
- at least once per week have some time just for myself (spoiling myself with food, baths, etc...)
- more running, at least once per week (eek... I already failed at this one, but I'l recover!
- 1 blog post per week (no comment)
- clean up my flat till the end of January (let's say I've completed this one... let's say...)
- anger management (I have too much anger)
- paying bills constantly (I have a bad habbit of "forgetting about bills")
- buy only the things I REALLY need (yeah... I guess I'm not the only one at this point...)
- to find something that made me smile and feel good daily (:D)
- delete the "black lists of people" in my head (I have those)

All in all I'm a good girl. I study and work and live by myself. And I' surviving with a sencere smile on my face. So I guess I'm at a good point of my life :D Ofc there are some stuff that botheres me... for example when I'm reading blogs and there are blogs where the pictures don't show immediately... I get so angry every time that my page jumps back... I'm rambling.


NewYear's was better than expected. I went to the capital (Ljubljana) with a friend and there we met more friends and had a mini dinner and than went onto the central square and then we went on a mini house party and it was fantastic!
I'll show you a photo of me there... yes, you can laugh.

yes, that's me and I have a strange face and bunny ears.

This is my natural hair colour with some reddish in it. I use a special kinda colouring shampoo, which doesn't count as hair dye for me. Ha!


What else can I say... ah yes! I have exams! 3 to go! Yay for me! *killing myself* I don't study much, but when I do, I do it for real! And I'm used to have maaaaaany brakes :D Too many.


Atm I'm listening to Lana del Rey's CD. I expected muuuch more from it. I even bought it! But oh well... I can't have it all, can I? I had a real addiction to Born To Die/Blue Jeans/Video Games/Kinda Outta Luck for a week and something. Every day I played those songs for, like, 15 times and tried to "sing" to them. Which sounded awful.


I'm working a lot lately, which is good for my wallet. But I eat a lot, too. I gained too much weight in the last year. But I'm working on it.


Well gals and boyz, for now this is it :) I promise a more focused post next time ;)


Sweet dreamz ***


Urshiusz

Happy new year!

Hello to everyone!

Atm I'm woking. And I'm quite bored so I decides to show you where I work :)




Yes, I work at a bowling centre. I'waiting tables precisely. And there's no many people. And I've already cleaned everything and I've done all the chores.

Well, just wanted to show you the picture :p
Have a great day/evening! Tomorrow there's Uni waiting for me... oh joy...

Urshiusz*

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Ho-Ho-Ho...

First of all... Merry Christmas to everyone! I, personally, don't give a damn about it. I'm not religious in that way, so that's the main reason why I chose to work on December 25th. I'm in a festive mood, though, so I'm screwed when we're talking about gifts.

I LOVEEEE buying gifts for the people I care about! I always get carried away. And in the end I'm sooo out if money that I just sit down and cry and promise to myself that I won't be that kind to my ppl next time. (I think these is no need to say, that I always betray maslef on that one...) Anyway, I've been busy working and doing stuff for Uni, and, ofc, thinking about gifts. And I decided to make something. And eyesterday I made a cake with a friend for our mutual friend who celebrated her 25th birthday. She hates the colour pink, so that's why the cake was sooo pinkish, so that she could never forget that day ;)


With gifts it's kinda usefull to have some inspiration. This magic moment, that usually solves the problem, can happen in the store while circulating thru the shelves and almost give up the search for the perfect gift, or by looking at something that can inspire you. Other bloggers would call that inspirational photos. I have them, too. But not in a folder on the PC, but I surelly can sucessfully find inspiration while browsing thru deviantART (dA). That's and art community, which includes all kinds of media. I'm a part of that too. But I have an artists block since the year 2008. I'm recovering by forcing myself to do some shots with the camera, or with drawing. And today I wanna do one of those inspirational posts. Whyt u'll see is my eternal inspiration from my "Favourites" folder on my dA account.

All photos are from deviantART and none of them were made by me.


Well, I hope that maybe I've helped someone with some inspiration or just simple drooling on these eyecandis :D




Keep it real!
Urshiusz

Overall...

NO. This blog is not dead.

Eventho some of you might think so...

I have to say, that I've reached 4 followers, from which 2 of theme are people I don't know in person, and because of the lack of my posts, I think this is just an awesome achievemnt. Ofc I'm hoping for more followers... just because I have something to say in my way.

I owe you all a huge apologie.

Years back I thought that I could write a blog. A blog which is based mostly on girly stuff like make up, which I am a huge fan of. But I couldn't.

I have an inspiration block since the start of the year 2006, just after I stopped beeing depressed. And from that time till today, huge changes took place in my life. Of all kinds. Love, work, school, family... And finally, today, I feel like myself again. Like I can do something just because I want to. Just because I feel like doing it. And that's huge for me.

I feel normal again. I can do stupid things again and in the end laugh at it. I was always full of jokes and action and energy. Even with the lack of sleep (that what art school does... takes your sleeping time away!) and maybe lack of finances.

I live by myself from january 2005. Because my parents split up. My mother then in a month or something moved to Sicily, Italy, at her new boyfriend's place. I felt so alone and without any meaning. But then my real friends helped me survive. And I finally recovered from all the hurt and stuff I was dealing with in all those years.

I'm not blonde anymore, now I'm into reddish again. Like I used to. I love red! In every way and everywhere! Especially in my hear! :D So I'm really me again.

This post is not supposed to make you fel pity for me. Stuff happen. Life is life. Shit can happen (like D-12 used to say). And it's okay. Because I believe that everyone should survive in their own way. Should find their inner power to challenge themeselves and win those challenges.

So keep up on your inner power and express yourself in the best way!

Next time a more beauty post! ;)

Ursha

random

Yes, I'm not posting. True. There is not an apology big enough to measure myself neglecting the blog. But I am kind abusy all the time. This summer was supposed to be great and awesome. But it turned out to be all work and almost no fun. And atm I'm writing a thesis for uni and I have the writer block for quite some time. And I decided to just focus on that so I could finish it faster.

Keep ur fongers crossed!

Urshiusz <3

Concealers - pt.2

Hello everyone!

Finally I'm writing the second part of my personal concealers review. I'm really really working on posting more, but I just can't find words to write or other. But luckily "more blogging" is on my list of New Year's resolutions list :D

So let's continue...

5.) Max Factor Mastertouch Under-eye concealer

It's a nice tube with the so-called brush, just the one that's usually with glosses. It's creamy and very easy to apply.

The colour is 306 fair and it's the best suitable for me, eventho it's still too yellow. Max Factor in general have concealers and foundations that are a bit too yellow for my tone.

Bare eye again...

...and "concealed".

Verdict: 6/10

It's a good concealer and it stays on most of the day, but I can't give it more than 6 because there just is not any colour that would work perfectly for me.

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6.) Maybelline Affinitone concealer

It comes in a tube with a really plastic feel and with the gloss-like brush. It's very easy to apply with it's creamy finish. Evene the colour is working great for me (02 natural) and pinkish enough for me. It's working even more with the Maybelline foundation from the same edition (Affinitone).

Verdict: 9/10
It stays on quite a long time, but with my occasional "cold times" tears (when it's cold and one of my eyes just starts to "cry") can be smudgged very easily. Too easily.

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7.) Nivea Stay on cover stick

It's a stick. And, honestly, I don't really know how to work well with theese. I got it free with the Matt Nivea foundation, otherwise I wouldn't buy it by myself.

Surprisingly the colour works for me (08 nude). I just apply it with the stickjust making some bold spots and then smudge it with the concealer brush.

Verdict: 8/10
I hate sticks and that's all that I don't really like about this product. Anyway it's a great deal with people who like this kind of products.

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8.) Yves Saint Laurent Touche eclat/radiant touch

It comes in a gold like tube with a simple soft brush. You have ti pump it at the end to squeeze the colour out. I usually use 3 pumps or 2. This can be used as a concealer or just a highlighter.

I think that when rebuying this product I got the worng colour. This is 01, but I think that firstly I used a 02. The problem is that the number of the colour is written only on the package and not on the tube of the concealer. So girls be careful! This colour is a bit too light for me, so I usually use it as a highlighter.

Used as a concealer...

...and as a highlighter (brow bones, under eye, cheekbones, inner eye corners, top of the nose, centre of the forhead, around nose, under nose, under lower lip).


Verdict: 7/10
It works well as a highlighter, and the texture is great, but it's way too expensive (around 30€). Well, at least for a normal student this is quite a lot of money. The last one lastedf for about 6 months.


So I'm finally over with the concealers part, and I'll continue with primers :)

Have a nice day ladies and have fun! :D It's almost new year's! ;)

Urshiusz*