Friday, 30 December 2011


First of all... Merry Christmas to everyone! I, personally, don't give a damn about it. I'm not religious in that way, so that's the main reason why I chose to work on December 25th. I'm in a festive mood, though, so I'm screwed when we're talking about gifts.

I LOVEEEE buying gifts for the people I care about! I always get carried away. And in the end I'm sooo out if money that I just sit down and cry and promise to myself that I won't be that kind to my ppl next time. (I think these is no need to say, that I always betray maslef on that one...) Anyway, I've been busy working and doing stuff for Uni, and, ofc, thinking about gifts. And I decided to make something. And eyesterday I made a cake with a friend for our mutual friend who celebrated her 25th birthday. She hates the colour pink, so that's why the cake was sooo pinkish, so that she could never forget that day ;)

With gifts it's kinda usefull to have some inspiration. This magic moment, that usually solves the problem, can happen in the store while circulating thru the shelves and almost give up the search for the perfect gift, or by looking at something that can inspire you. Other bloggers would call that inspirational photos. I have them, too. But not in a folder on the PC, but I surelly can sucessfully find inspiration while browsing thru deviantART (dA). That's and art community, which includes all kinds of media. I'm a part of that too. But I have an artists block since the year 2008. I'm recovering by forcing myself to do some shots with the camera, or with drawing. And today I wanna do one of those inspirational posts. Whyt u'll see is my eternal inspiration from my "Favourites" folder on my dA account.

All photos are from deviantART and none of them were made by me.

Well, I hope that maybe I've helped someone with some inspiration or just simple drooling on these eyecandis :D

Keep it real!

Saturday, 29 October 2011


NO. This blog is not dead.

Eventho some of you might think so...

I have to say, that I've reached 4 followers, from which 2 of theme are people I don't know in person, and because of the lack of my posts, I think this is just an awesome achievemnt. Ofc I'm hoping for more followers... just because I have something to say in my way.

I owe you all a huge apologie.

Years back I thought that I could write a blog. A blog which is based mostly on girly stuff like make up, which I am a huge fan of. But I couldn't.

I have an inspiration block since the start of the year 2006, just after I stopped beeing depressed. And from that time till today, huge changes took place in my life. Of all kinds. Love, work, school, family... And finally, today, I feel like myself again. Like I can do something just because I want to. Just because I feel like doing it. And that's huge for me.

I feel normal again. I can do stupid things again and in the end laugh at it. I was always full of jokes and action and energy. Even with the lack of sleep (that what art school does... takes your sleeping time away!) and maybe lack of finances.

I live by myself from january 2005. Because my parents split up. My mother then in a month or something moved to Sicily, Italy, at her new boyfriend's place. I felt so alone and without any meaning. But then my real friends helped me survive. And I finally recovered from all the hurt and stuff I was dealing with in all those years.

I'm not blonde anymore, now I'm into reddish again. Like I used to. I love red! In every way and everywhere! Especially in my hear! :D So I'm really me again.

This post is not supposed to make you fel pity for me. Stuff happen. Life is life. Shit can happen (like D-12 used to say). And it's okay. Because I believe that everyone should survive in their own way. Should find their inner power to challenge themeselves and win those challenges.

So keep up on your inner power and express yourself in the best way!

Next time a more beauty post! ;)


Thursday, 8 September 2011


Yes, I'm not posting. True. There is not an apology big enough to measure myself neglecting the blog. But I am kind abusy all the time. This summer was supposed to be great and awesome. But it turned out to be all work and almost no fun. And atm I'm writing a thesis for uni and I have the writer block for quite some time. And I decided to just focus on that so I could finish it faster.

Keep ur fongers crossed!

Urshiusz <3